Phenomenal Woman - Maya Angelou

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me. 

mencari diri yang masih hilang

Kepala masih buntu
Keliru dengan semua yang terjadi pada diri
Masih mengirai-ngirai peristiwa itu satu persatu
Tak tahu mana mula mana akhir

Masih mencari semangat diri
Yang goyah dan hilang kerana di cantas khianat
Masih berusaha untuk berdiri segagah mungkin
Masih cuba untuk membina rasa percaya diri
Supaya lebih kuat dari yang dulu

Amin.

Terus berharap

Niat baik.
Nak jadi manusia yang sabar, tenang dan mahu lebih zuhud
Pendek kata, mahu jadi manusia sebaik mungkin lebih dari semalam.
Tapi, entah kenapa?
Setiapkali nak berubah disitulah juga dugaannya.
Buat diri kadang-kadang goyah, doubt pada perasaan sendiri.
Tentang kekuatan diri.

Tapi,
Allah janji kalau niat kita ikhlas dan baik
Dia tidak akan mungkir.
Hanya sabar : cepat atau lambat sahaja ukurannya.

Diri ini,
Masih cuba bertahan
Mengharap agar harapan yang tertinggal ada penawarnya
Semoga menjadi yang sebaik dari hari semalam

kimy

Love know no boundaries

Bapa budak cakap ini lah anak perempuan awak.....

we just love her so much... :)
kimy the cat !!

let's leave it just like that

I've been asked a lot about the things I've been written in this blog lately, especially when i published this a few days ago. Some people(s) i guess a friend, call me immediately after reading those long posted by me on Friday.

Some asks about my life, how i was going through it lately, and few emails asks the same thing in their own words, most of them a women(s), girl(s) and a few of them was a man whom i recognised as my ex-classmates or some of them are my colleagues themselves.

So, here dear friends, i am not going to admit or to confess anything on whatever written and published in this blog lately. But i think i did told before that this blog is where i can talked and wrote almost anything about life, not necessarily mine but to anybody whom i know, but still i can't deny that sometimes i am talking about myself, the roller coaster life I've been living on, the hope(s), the imagination(s), the feeling(s), and the every upside-down life i am living currently.

I am not anybody nor anyone, i am just an ordinary girl or woman, a mother, a wife, an employee who trying my best to live happily as any happy people in this whole world. And each try out made by me comes with every consequence(s) and that's for true, either it was bad or good that was something i just need to accept and adapt.

So, to those who expressed their concern(s) to, telling me to be tough and strong or whoever the person who told me to pace this life bravely, i am deeply thanking you guys for that, it gave a lot to me. Thank You.

Only that, whatever wrote and will be written in this blog is truly comes from deep within me, and it's only that. Just leave it like that.don't bother.